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Love "well, the beautiful girl who fared poorly, that's the proper call for me. Indeed I live in a family, all the luxuries around me, have lots of friends, chased with boys, have a 3-storey house, a maid 8 people, complete facilities, and what I want to get, but one simple dream that never can I get that is a "Love" mama and papa.
"Jojo" a name that always settled in my mind. My little friend who did not know where he went. Jojo and his family are very kind to me, with them I can feel what love and kinship is, but when I stepped on 9 years exactly 11 years ago jojo and his family went like swallowed earth without any news at all. Even jojo's face was no longer remembered.
"The woman's basics do not know in the profits" A loud voice always heard by my ears
"You are a bastard man, already have a child still aja cheating the same abg" Shouted mom at papa who had been wearing emotions
"Fuck you" brukk, papa hands landed on her cheek and slapped her.
The quarrel was familiar to me, the fight that I always see when mama and papa off work or home from work. My family is not as good as the families out there. Papa is an owner of the largest "Power Company" in Indonesia, mama is a producer in one of the biggest production house in indonesia and mama also owner of star hotel in bali and lombok.

"Mah I can ask something not the same mama?" I asked the mama who was working on something at his desk.
"May donk dear, you want what? New car? New laptop? Or what? Just say "Mama answered so much attention but still focus on the documents work.
"I only ask for an hour from 24 hours of my mom's time to have fun or tell me story" I said while holding my mom's hand.
"Mama, mama a lot of work, if you want a holiday to say aja, going to hongkong, bangkok, singapur, paris or wherever wrote aja mama obey but you yourself well, mama again busy really" Mama's word very disappointed me, without a word I went out of my room and walked to the office. Today is Sunday but mama and papa are still busy working even at home.
"Pah I can ask something is not?" That question I repeat again to Dad.
"What are you asking for? Call it wrote "Answer papa who is also busy on a large white laptop belonging to papa
"It's Sunday, we're holiday well? An hour or two hour aja pah "I said as I looked down feared papa answers that would be disappointing.
"Honey, you do not see what papa? Papa can not go anywhere first, papa again really busy ya, you invite your friends aja well "Well I was expecting words that come out of my mouth, I step out without a word I came out with tears. I took my bike and I left the hellish house.
Can not be denied again, well where else would I go if not to "cafe coffee" favorite, the cafe is not too big but very make me comfortable, the cafe is located on the edge of the lake. I parked my bike and went inside the cafe and sat on my favorite corner of the bench.
A cup of coffee late favorite queen of love "Said toby a guy waiter cafe is very slow but always make me smile
"A plate of chocolate cake for the hell is pretty love" said lala sih curly haired girl who always apply silly.
"Love definitely likes coffee made by I donk, from the curly chocolate cake made by the curly girl" Toby scoffed lala.
"Nice aja, glass where glass? Not aware? Lu also ikal kaliii .. Gue tabok also lu "Reply lala then hit the head toby using tray.
"I'm already .. Good to both" I said while laughing at the funny behavior of both of my friends.
At this cafe I found my bahagi. All the cafe waiters have become my family. But without my tears suddenly dripping down my cheeks.
"Lu why cin?" Ask lala and toby simultaneously ..
"It's okay" My word then wipes my tears but just keeps flowing. Toby and lala were not until the heart bothered me at last they went ..
I'm so sad about my parents' treatment.
"Nih" a man who gave me a handkerchief and went back to the corner of the cafe, the man was "Joshua" the handsome man of the cafe waiter who always looked at me from the corner, the man always gave me a handkerchief as I cried, the handkerchief he gave no counted again, and I put the handkerchief in a big box in my room. He was a nice man, but he was very quiet not the same as the other waiters who screwed up here and there. As long as I know him there is no other sentence that comes out of his mouth other than "ya" when giving a handkerchief to me .. Tears always wet my cheeks, it just wants to cry and cry.
"Ting-ting" the sound of the guitar picking sounded in my ears .. I reverse my body and it turns out all the cafe waiters dance and sing the song "Price tag by jerssie j" to cheer me .. smile radiated by my face ..
"This we dedicate to our friends love" said all the waiter cafe after singing for ..
"Thank you well, you are my family" I said then we all embraced .. Simplicity like this is what I dreamed of first ..
In the middle of the excitement I turned to "Joshua" who just sat in the corner of the cafe then threw a smile at me ..
"That smile? A familiar smile !! But who is he? This is the first time I see his smile but the smile really makes me comfortable "My heart started mixing, my mind started to drift past but I after I scratched the past in my memory still I do not remember the familiar smile for me it ...
For days I keep silent for nostalgia, the curiosity continues to appear in my heart, until I opened an album 11 years ago, I found a photo of jhojo who was smiling holding a cup of coffee.
"I know" My son immediately took the bag and went to the cafe where I met Joshua.
I looked left and right, in the corners of the cafe, I tried to browse the cafe but I did not find Joshua's nose.
"Lala, you see joshua not?" I asked at lala who is making coffee order people
"Joshua? At this cafe there is no name joshua "Answer lala who is busy with coffee order people.
"The usual coffee for that corner" My mind started to get confused with the lala answer.
"Love you've been hanging out for months at this cafe and I've been working for months at this cafe, but kagak there is a man whose name is joshua in this cafe let alone make coffee in the corner there, there is jono security guard front of my complex" Answer lala joking a bit.
"Lala, this is not the time to joke, I'm serious" My words start to get annoyed with the words lala who like to joke
"I also seriously love" Lala immediately ninggalin me.
"Sniffer" Two words were reflected in my mind, the handkerchief Joshua gave me.
I ran to my house as soon as I got there I took a red box under the bed.
I opened one by one a very large handkerchief. My eyes began to glaze and I did not realize my tears were pouring down when reading the contents of the handkerchief. There is one word per handkerchief. I made it into a sentence that read "Keep smiling and do not cry love when the eyes smile it's a sign I'm happy to wipe away your tears with this handkerchief, your tears are also a sign of my sadness, I'm always there with you, our world is different but my love will never change jojo sayang cinta "
It turns out that jhojo died 11 years ago when I had an accident and I was blind, he donated his eyes without my knowledge, he was also suffering from a very severe kidney disease.

"He's gone a long way but his shadow is always looking after me" I replied on the edge of the lake in a cup of coffee accompanied my favorite.
Jhojo or joshua he is the greatest man in my life, we are different world but he always take care of me, time of reconciliation, time also that separates, in this cafe I found jhojo shadow and extraordinary friends. My life is so bitter like bitter coffee but I know how to enjoy it so it feels sweet and tasty.