A person. Unexpectedly, I admired him more than I could imagine.
If I'm really honest, I want him to be mine. Selfish enough that I hope no one admires him as much as I do. I just can't ruin our friendship, and I don't think I can commit. There are so many things in life that I have to focus on, and I know we're not mature enough to handle relationships. Yes, maybe most of you will argue that we will see soon as we enter the relationship, but I can't risk our beautiful friendship for something that is uncertain.
I think I've reached the point where admiring and wanting him in silence is enough for me. Although I can't deny the fact that the idea of him falling for someone else makes me really sad, but at the same time I pray for his genuine happiness.
Maybe, just maybe, if it's meant to be, it'll be.
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