It's been quite cold, my body feels like it's freezing.
"How can I present myself better in this winter?", I thought looking at the sky.
I picked up my phone. After picking it up, I saw that today was my dear friend's birthday. I couldn't control myself anymore and told my mother about this. I still remember that last February she did a lot for my birthday, but I hope I want to do something good for her birthday.
After a while, her call came on my mobile.
In a very happy state, some words came out of her mouth, "Come quickly with aunty anyway. I'm very excited to see you and aunty."
"Don't worry, brother, I'll reach on time, you keep everything ready with mom," I said with a little smile.
When it was almost noon, another thought came to my mind. Several of my local boys were going to go trekking in the mountains outside the city. I couldn't go there for many years because of my mother. I couldn't hold myself back any longer. Someone came to my house and told me. So what should I do? My friend's birthday might come again next year, but I will never get such an opportunity again.
I didn't tell my friend Sohan anything. I just told my mother without telling him and went out. However, I had a very good day. I liked it there after many years of trekking and going to the forest in the mountains.
I started trekking and headed home when I saw on my phone that my friend had called me quite a few times. Then I felt a little bad and I controlled myself a little.
I said to myself, "I will tell my friend everything about this matter of mine tomorrow."
The next day I was very tired, but I had a weekly exam in my college, due to which I had to go to college. So I went to college. I saw my friend Sohan sitting alone in the college classroom.
It seemed to me that he had become quite weak. He always smiles a lot, but that day I didn't see that expression in his eyes.
Still, I went up to him like a brat and said, "How are you, friend? How was your birthday yesterday?"
He raised his head a little and gave me a little smile, but his smile was different.
"I blew out the candles in a very good cake without you, I cut the cake without you."
I couldn't find anything in his words. It was as if he expressed a different kind of heartache to me and said that. My heart trembled a little with his words. I understood that he said it to me with a lot of arrogance.
When I was about to say something, he stood up and left. His silent moments were hurting me a lot. He was walking and walking. I reached him and ran and then said to him,
" Suddenly, I had a plan because of which I went out. I couldn't tell you this even if I told you."
"No problem, my birthday was quite good," he said with a trembling voice.
I felt like something heavy had settled inside my chest at that time. It felt like I couldn't trust anyone anymore. I had lost his family and his trust.
After a while, the exam bell rang, but when I went to the exam hall, I couldn't help but feel a little sad. I realized that my exam might be bad today. His words kept ringing in my ears. I felt a little guilty, knowing myself. I must have become a lot worse to his family.
After finishing the exam, I saw him standing outside and went to him again.
"I really made a mistake. I didn't realize that something like this would happen." I told him in a pleading manner.
He packed the books in his bag and while packing the books, he lowered his head to me and said, "Maybe it wasn't your time for me, that's the reality. You can't force people to do anything."
I stood there for a while. After a while, he walked away with another friend of his and started talking. My surroundings seemed empty, I felt very alone at that time. I felt even worse thinking about why I went trucking that day.
That day I understood my mistake. I felt it very well that even through silence, I had to suffer such punishment. For my friend, another hole was created in my heart, where the love of friendship between him and me used to be.
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