Stuck in a relationship that is so complicated
You should be here, but you were in the other arms instead
Im convincing myself to hold on
Cause letting you go will cause me doom

Im just too young to be in this situation
But still I want you cause you are my biggest reason
Reason that makes me feel this kind of fulfillment
But I pause and think for a moment

Should I be contented in this kind of relationship?
Cause everytime you're with him makes my heart bleed
You are the one that is right for me
But I dont know if we're really a destiny

I accepted your past and understand your present
But I wonder if you're really what my heart meant
I wanted your touch and feel your warmth
But distance separates us and it feels like damn

She's so lucky cause she can see you
While i'm here suffering this fucking sorrow
She can talk to you whenever she wanted
While im here preventing my heart not to be shattered

8 months or 240 days to wait
But didn't sure if we'll surely meet
Im asking how long should I hold this loneliness
And fill these thousand jars of emptiness

I know distance doesn't really matter
For two hearts that are meant for each other
Someday you'll gonna wear that white coat looking fabulous
While im here counting alcohol bottles

She'll be there cause she will be your bride
You two will build a family and a happy home
The all of the sudden my heart will be shattered
For my one precious dream turns into nightmare