I forgot my pride when I was younger. I fell in love in a woman who I thought it will be my wife. I thought we will be together forever. I never thought I was that pathetic because of begging her not to leave me. I did everything for her, my freedom, my other happiness except for her. I endured it all because I wanted her to stay. But she ignored and chose to leave me.
Did you found someone that you thought the situation of being together won't change? Like building future with hem/her because you're so sure that you won't be separated? As a human being we are prone of this kind of emotion. Prone to be in love and to feel pain.
Happiness and sadness attract each other. That's why if you're being in love. You're not an exception to feel pain. You shouldn't forget that in this world there will always be a changes. Nothing in this world won’t stay the same. Even nature changes, so of course the treatment of each other will change as well. You'll be lucky if the changes will be good to you. But if it's not favorable to you, sorry for sure you will experience pain.
Have you ever thought that loves conquer all? Well, in reality it doesn't true. You just thought that it will because you're determined do things. However, in your side only but how about at the other side? Remember bridge won't be connected if only one post to hold it. It can't be called love if it's only one sided.
Frustration and determination won't help you just by that. There will always be participation of the other one. Please stay I said, right? Actually now I'm a bit older it won't applicable to me anymore. I'm wiser now to think that just by begging, I can ask someone to stay. I don't ask someone to stay anymore but I'm hoping they will stay.
Instead of begging let's just hope and ready if ever what will happen next. As what I've said, in this world nothing is permanent. Our lives in this world are just temporary.
If you understand that the life you have right now is just temporary. Never beg someone to stay but find someone who will stay. Don't waste your time spending in begging someone. Always remember that there will be someone who is willing to stay for you. It's not easy of course if your mind is too close for what sorrounds you. Don't worry time will tell when. Don't be hasty but just be patient for it to come.
Thank you for reading
d' dreamboy,
