Break the silence-"speak up " a 5minute freewrite #freewrite

I wish I can, I wish I can, I wish I can...
I wish I can turn back the hands of time to the moment it all began,to the moment my nightmare started .

I wish I can ,go back in time and do things differently, who knows maybe my life could be a little better now.

I wish I can realign the stars in a way that bends reality in my favour.

For all those sleepless nights I had,
I really wish I can tell you how much I love you,how much my heart aches for your,
how I dreamed of having you in my arms,
how words cannot express your worth to me ,
I really wish I can.

For the moment you realise that what you see as friendship ,I see as something more, something spectacular, something great ,and something that can end if you ever knew ,
but it will be better for us .
Still I wish I can,
So I stay quiet.

It's been 5years now ,and here I am still wishing I can , still holding onto hope that one day you will see me as I see you and I will speak up..

I wish I can, I wish I can, I wish I can...