FROWN

Anger then Pain!!! When it hits you,it takes a while to heal. The sensation you get the tightening of your chest, feels like you got a heavy heart that is about to run out of your body.

Hey!!!

Breath in deeply, within those few seconds quickly play back the causes. Uncontrollable tears running down your cheeks, screaming at the top of your voice, cuddling yourself in a tight corner, you wanna pass through the walls and stay far from the world.

Push away those that love and care for you within these moments. Why? They betrayed you? No one listened to you? No one cared about you?

Take a moment.... Push the stop button, change the scene.

Fast forward to the Cheerful you...

Things happen....

Everyone has one problem to sort out, a schedule laid out to meet up to, impromptu situations arises.

Yeah, you can hate and curse but not for long, you'll want some space and time to put yourself together?

Don't you agree?

" Baby,I'm sorry", she said, I wasn't going to listen to her, I was pissed, they left for the Zonal Awards night at the Aztec Arcum without letting me know. No one informed me, even if everyone other person didn't, she of all people shouldn't have forgotten about me.
"I didn't know you wanted to come, it was announced on Wednesday after service by sis Pearl, she said everyone should come that PeeAy wanted us there, I thought you deliberately didn't want to come"

How could she.... I wasn't in church on Wednesday, how could she have forgotten that I didn't get the info.😡😡😡😡😡

I was pissed, I felt betrayed, I had to find out via Whatsapp statuses that something was happening in Zone 1. They were having a great time without me......😂😂😂 Sounds funny right? It actually is.

That night, I refused to continue my conversation with her, I didn't answer her calls, I went offline to avoid her apologies.