Dark and Gory are those days
When I feel left in this world
The sun seems lost somewhere above
Refusing to pass through, much more smile at nature
The bright beauty of the clouds do not radiate anymore
Or create that unique picture we all usually gaze upon
Emptiness screws its way to the hidden and not visible part of me
Suicide? Elope? Feel useless? Worthless? Irrelevant?
STOP!!!
Heart races, breathes uncontrollably, sweats profusely!!!
I can hear her screams and cries but I see no drop
My heart feels heavy
Finally the night is here.
I seek for her, for she always has a way of making the night beautiful and consoling the melancholic me
No! Not tonight...
Rather the night comes with a scary image that leaves my head underneath my pillow.
Tears flow uncontrolled, as I hide my face in disappointment and fear
The hard foam softened by my own tears becomes my only comfort.
Those days I do not wish to reckon on again.
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