To someone who deserves better.
I know.
I know everytime someone
asks you if you're okay,
for once, you feel like
looking into that person's
eyes and saying that you're not.
I know everytime you
hold your tears back
and fight harder,
something breaks within you.
I know everytime you
hesitate before saying something,
a part of you wishes you
could just say it in the way it is
meant to be said in.
I know everytime
you look at her,
you wish how you could
just tell her to stay,
but instead, you just look
away and walk back home.
Everytime you feel the
anxiety creeping back within you,
keep your pen and paper aside.
And look at yourself in the mirror.
Remind yourself of how
you're the first person you
should be in love with.
Remind yourself how things
end to start again,
but differently.
Remind yourself,
that life is simple if you
don't overthink everything and
let things flow the way
they are supposed to.
Remind yourself that
there's a whole world
in front of you.
Waiting to be explored
and conquered.
Things happen.
People change,
leave and some stay.
I don't know your story and
I won't pretend that I do.
But, at 2 am in the night,
if you find it difficult to
save yourself from drowning,
call your life guard.
He's there.
She's there.
Some people are always there.
And things will be okay.
You will make new memories,
see new places,
grow stronger.
And, things will stay.
She will stay. He will stay.
Just hold on. You deserve better.
You deserve the love
you've never given yourself.
So, for once.
Love, stay and breathe.