So, I've been thinking: about the power of 'word'. How it can slip, so easily into the domain of - insanity, confusion, general "geez Louise" (who is Louise? see again, words)
This "craziness" is what I've been confronted with whenever I tap-tap-tap on any keys. My message clear in myself, right? Then why does it feel like a sporadic jerking of multiple worlds.
Confronted with my own thoughts while simultaneously being confronted with the insanity inducing noisiness of - others.
Not "others" as in voices separate from my own telling me what to do and to think but then... oh God, wait - yes, exactly that.
A Cocophany of voices saying a million different things.
splicing through possible
realities into this one, here.
The words are eerily self aware, confusing the matter further (oh great)
Ronald Barthe's Lover's Discourse expresses the simplicity of the moment - an exactitude of place. A body frozen in a posture, but also: a mental elocution. Waiting, amorous affection, rapture, longing, pain.
All of these seem to be happening simultaneously. Buzz, Buzz, Buzz. An endless chatter, a grinding of teeth and crawling of skin. The expression: The government's watching us. Selling secrets back and forth, a corporation. A secret Elite. Scratching our skin, scratching the surface of what I believe (and here comes the crazy)
The Particle Accelerator.
A breath of fresh air. Ahhaz Let Crazy, be crazy again. And I'll take the bullet. At least, far fetched (although, I firmly believe that's what's causing the escalation towards randomness, chaos, wolfram quote "turbulence")
The caddywampus jargon exploiting nether regions opening up a worm hole crash, smash, bang boom and You're telling me there's no quantum cosmic affective residue?
Guffaw. Puh-leaaaze. What's next? Oh everyone the general population has looked up to is a pedophile? What's next, they're listening to your conversations and creating industry from the things you've been talking about? What's next, there's a "their"?? Ha! Next you'll be saying there are people who are allergic to every ingredient in macaroni...no...
you're cra...wait. What?
