I never knew it's gonna be a story, a time I will think off but never picture most of the moment 'When I was young'. I knew I was young but I thought of doing things, what others are doing, changing people's mind, making decision,living life like it's never gonna end, so the story begin when I was young, when the only things have seen was the smiling face of my mum , the caring mood of my dad and the warm welcome giving to me by my brother ....
image source
When I was young, i try to see it then I felt it yet I never understand the opportunities, the chance, the gift of life giving to me by the world, when I was young, it appear to me like am the king, rulling an empty world where nobody is gonna question my authority, when I was young, I appreciate all gift giving to me but only my life I never appereciate because I never understand the value, when I was young, I thought I will be a lawyer or a doctor deciding people's fate, changing the world, giving people condition but here I am today, when I was young, I thought I will find a woman like my mum looking at me and telling me am her future, when I was young, I knew I can reach the world , making the sun my end passing through the moon to touch the sky, when I was young, I want to be treated like the world president, where my single world can change everything, change a man to a woman and treat all human with no choice, when I was young, I want to have a plain mind, never think of next minute, never worry about tomorrow, when I was young, things appear to me like it's not gonna end soon,the stress,the anger, the struggle, the war, will be so forever, when I was young, I wonder why the sun never appear in mid-night,why stars not in noon and it's never gonna dark during the day. When I was young, I thought am the creator the giver of life, the shower of blessing , the ominipotent, when I was young, my believe are different, my thinking are far my thought are deep my deeds are more my queu are long my soul is fresh my destiney is written and a new prophesy was revealed .When I was young, I really want to do more of the mpossible, change myself from black to white, from male to female,from yes to no, speak with my eyes, see when am asleep, sense things when am afar, make a judgement and decision but my stories are different, it's a new chanllenge from the moment i realize myself, my heart keep melting, my soul keep watching, the prophesy keep waiting to make a difference, my destiny keep listening awaiting my first word, for my first thought, for my first decision but deep inside me I knew have got the privilege, the chance even am not using it, I knew I was saved and guided by someone even am never sure of the soul until now when I felt the blessing, touch the favor, it's all over around me then I knew am a blessing (Mark: 10 v 16) ' He blessed them, so therefore they are a blessing from God.
Then about my blessing, only Him keep me going, I knew am here for a reason , only the Lord Jesus can guide me, I knew I have a protector, a guidance angel my momma shows me all, she came like a spirit like a blessing like a favorite she guide me and patch me,she saved me and scold me,she torture me and teach me, she hate me and bath me, she fake me and correct me, she breached me and understand me, she told me many things, thought me how to walk,how to talk,how to think, how to dress then how to make a decision when things are hard, I knew she is all have got.
When I was young, I saw it coming but now things are different, I make things happen, I create the joy for myself, i build my home, I make the correction even when am wrong at first, be my own angel, follow my leads then have what it takes to be alive, only things have got now is Lord...
Remember with God all things are possible..(Mk. 10:27). This is not just a mind of black young man, it's the mind of all young mind trying to belive what's impossible to keep him going but with Lord Jesus all things are possible ............
