--- STEEMIT OPEN MIC WEEK 137 - Cope Cover - Red - Fight inside ---
heya guys, so its been a while and i have fallen far, far from grace with my guitar playing.... i have spent the past couple of weeks trying to get back up to being able to play decently and my poor little fingers (finggies) have been hurtin real bad, lol.
This is a little jam that i have slowed up and toned down a bit as its pretty heavy, at this point in the session my fingers were cooked but i pipes were just hitting their stride so i though i would take em for a little run.
As with most songs I try perform, it has a tight grip on my soul and/or heart strings, for me it represents the battle with oneself and facing the truth that we are our own worst enemy, the choices we make, the paths we take... Many times we torment and torture ourselves in pursuit of what we think we want, need and love.
While its not really a complete bomb into the deep end of the entry pool for steemit openmic, its more like a wade in from the shallows, i will try to keep it regular in the future , much love and copious hugs in all yall directions.
Red - Fight Inside
Enemy, familiar friend
My beginning and my end
Knowing truth, whispering lies
And it hurts again
What I fear and what I've tried
Words I say and what I hide
All the pain, I want it to end
But I want it again
And it finds me
The fight inside is coursing through my veins
And it's raging
The fight inside is breaking me again
I'm still the same, pursuing pain
Is it worth all that I've gained?
We both know how this will end
But I'd do it again
And it finds me
The fight inside is coursing through my veins
And it's raging
The fight inside is hurting me again
And it finds me
The war within me pulls me under
And without you
The fight inside is breaking me again
, it's everything
(It's nothing), it's everything
(It's nothing), it's everything
(It's nothing), it's everything
And it finds me
The fight inside is coursing through my veins
And it's raging
The fight inside is hurting me again
It's breaking me
It's breaking me
I'm falling apart
I'm falling apart