Good day everyone and to reflections community?I hope everyone is doing fine.
I've always feel different in any aspects.Let's talks about physical appearance, they says everyone has a unique beauty but why does people feel insecure?I feel different and insecure about my self.I am not tall,has a tanned skin, doesn't have a curve body, doesn't have a pointed nose and doesn't look attractive.
Since I was a kid people around me are always telling me that I have a cute nose and a chubby face and I take these all as a compliment before.But as I grow older all of these doesn't sounds compliment at me at all.Does my perspective change or are they?
You know why I dont look at it as compliment anymore?Because I've seen people in my age where they have a pointed nose,sexy and are tall and that's I conclude that I am different.Societies stereotype made me feel different.
Wherever I go,I always got bullied even in my family ,they tend to joke around about my height and nose.That made me loose my confidence,everytime I meet new people I am having a hardtime facing them because of fear of being judge.My physical appearance has always been my insecurities.I felt like I am the problem.
I am not like this before,I remember I am always confident talking to others,I face them with confident not minding what would they say about my physical appearance.
I am a social butterfly person,I love meeting new people and this insecurities leave a great impact to my personality.
To overcome it,I focused on improving my self and finding who I really am.I learned to accept things where I dont have control.I choose to focus on how to become a better person.
As I turned into an adult,I slowly accepts things that I cant please everyone.I dont need to change my self just to fit in to what they believe the standard of beauty.If people will appreciate my beauty—thankyou, but if they dont—I dont need their words.A true beauty comes within.Always remember to be you.
