"I guess, I am destined to be alone", says an emotional frustrated young man- Lost in his thoughts.
In the comfort of his solitude, he bares his insecurities and recharges the battery of his agony.
I can't create a harmonious rhythm between me and the other gender even when I give my all to fine tune my rhymes. As I strum my guitar of words to deliver an impressive aura to her. Am looked down upon with utmost disdain.
As he ruminates on this unfortunate turn of events in his life. He can't just place his finger on it or figure out where it all went wrong.
But before he handles over everything to the hands of providence. He has to heal himself of the pains that is gnawing on his chest like the canines of a carnivore. The only source of therapy he had was his pen and note.
Off his pen moved like a horse gliding through the arid desert on his sheets;
My efforts to love is always quantified,
But my negative excesses are always qualified to a degree that can make one terrified.
My messages, texts and words of comfort gets a certain level of attention at that moment of arrival. They feel so elated at that moment, and in return wow my unguarded emotions with soothing words that can send
a vicious carnivore to sleep. At that same moment they discard them. "Turning me into a man of the moment."
I guess am destined to be alone cause my inner demons can't give me a day break. The voices in my head are so powerful that the more I try to pull away the more they inflict scars on my mind. Always on the sidelines waiting for the moment to substitute a good time.
Quarrels now sets in. Solitude my companion. Faulting my skillset.
The next TV series I get from them is; what is wrong with you? What is your problem? Why do you make everything difficult?
Honestly, I have never asked myself why? I always lose touch with reality whenever companionship comes knocking on the door. Prolly, I think it might be years of loneliness that caused it.
I also never thought about the pains I have inflicted on intended partners
Accusing fingers are raised towards me but in reverse i pin it on them rather accept my deficiencies. I wish I could change it all with an apology but the damage has been done.
I pray, I break free from this!!
Thanks for the opportunity 
