The inkwell prompt #47/ unlikely hero - I'd lost him forever
I looked down on you, I took you for granted because I thought nothing good will come out of you forgetting that a book is not judged by its cover, so many times you have shown me how you really care, but I was blinded by my ego, I was blinded with the fantasy of friends that surrounds me, I regard as a low class, the number of times I've despised and humiliated you is countless because I was being childish with my thoughts, I could realize the whole in my life when I finally pushed you away, even when you're trying to come closer, in my deepest, I know I've hurt you thousand times but be that it could, you'll always forgive me for the sake of the love you have for me from the onset if not now...
I know you're far away, but I'm sending you this letter to show how sorry I am, even though I don't have a place in your heart anymore, you'll always be my unlikely hero because you save my Life
This is how it all started...
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I and Henry both went to Clifford university, we both studied Medical laboratory, but I have never talked with him in class, just to say the fact, I dislike him, I see him as a low-class student, the majority of people I walked with are those students who their parents are rich and also popular in school, some times I wonder why we were put in the same class I never wanted him to be close to me...
one certain day, I was taking a walk on the campus, then I was just hearing my name from afar, behold when I looked, it was Henry.
"oh my goodness! what a bad day" I ranted, I pretended like I don't see him, but he keeps calling and following me, deep within me I was pissed off, he finally get to me, then he touched me, hi damsel you are the one I've been calling.
I looked back " and so, is that why you're now sweating like a Christmas goat because you are calling me, so why are you calling me, did I owe you anything? how can I even owe a stinky nitwit animal of no commercial value like you, How do you want people to look at me while talking with you Here"
he was trying to talk, but I shut him up " will you shut that gutter of yours you called a mouth, this will be the last time you'll be stopping me on the road, next time will be unbearable for you " I left with anger
while walking away, I still manage to look back, he was still standing, and seems as if the world is coming to an end. Deep within me I know I was rude to him on his first attempt to talk to me, but I reacted that way to prevent him from coming my way again, though I'm not filled with regret.
" I think that serves him right," I said to myself
I could also remember the day I slapped. him in front of all the students in our class just because he touched me, that's a big embarrassment to him but yet still, never desist from me.
He professes his love.....
I was sitting down Alone in the classroom that day, then he walked inside, immediately my sight caught him, I ranted " why did I choose to sit here today, if I'm somewhere else, I couldn't have come across this riff-raff today " he moves closer to me and I was forced to ask him " please what did you want from me, can't you just let be fine crying out loud? " I yelled
" I wish I could take my eyes of you any time I see you but I couldn't, my heart races each time I see you, my heart is longing to be with you but you keep pushing me away, I love and I wish you could be mine," he said
"Do you know what is love? and I can never Fall in Love with a dunce like you " I Left with an angry face.
That's how I've been treating him till our last semester in school.
after finishing our last semester, I broke down, I was rushed to the hospital and after the test and everything, they detected that my two kidneys are badly damaged, and my parents are surviving with a kidney each, and no donor could be found, I only have limited days, all hope was lost and my life seems as if it crashing.
After some days, a new came to me that someone has volunteered to donate his kidney for me without collecting a dime, without wasting time the necessary thing was done and I have the hope to live again .... while at the hospital, the doctor handed me an envelope " the man who donated his kidney for ask me to give it to you " said the doctor, I opened the envelope it was a letter...
I know you'll be surprised seeing this, I've always loved you from the onset, even though you keep pushing me away when I heard about your health condition, I cannot but show you how much I love you by donating one of my kidney for you, even if you still don't appreciate it, I've done what I should do, I've accepted my fate, I've traveled out of the country to look for greener pastures, if we are meant to be, fate will always bring is together, and if the reverse is the case, I'll move on with my life, but you'll always have a place in my life...
**Lincoln Henry**
I wept as I've never done before, I just wish he's here, I never know he loved me so much, I'd lost him forever. After I left the hospital, I wrote him a letter.