Crush Chronicles.

How do I even start like this. The truth is I'm not the type to have a crush on people, I mean it's unlike me, I might appreciate you and all, but not that that deep. There was a time I actually had an issue with a female friend of mine all because I told her I've never really seen her as a woman. The matter went far then, and thinking about it now, the only reason I think I'm like that is maybe because I grew up amidst ladies. I didn't have a sister, either junior or older, even still I was always around ladies. My neighborhood, the school I attend, the house I live in and everywhere, it's always girls. And if you're the type who can relate with me, you won't see girls like some mysterious being again, you just see them the same way you see yourself.

Some years back, I actually liked a girl, and let's say I had a crush on her, she was preparing for WAEC examination then, and her dad had reached out to me to tutor her on chemistry and biology, so I think the chemistry led to another chemistry, and I decided to balance both equations. I never knew I was making a mistake, and I wasn't even brave enough, the day I decided to shoot my shit, I wrote it down in a paper and slipped it in her lesson note book, I knew she would go through it when she get home.

Well, she read it and wrote back, if it had stopped at that it would have been better, but she looked me in the eye after the day's lesson and spoke to me, asking me if it's cause I'm tutoring her and all, and if that's how I do with other's that I tutor, omo, I was just speechless, how do I tell this girl I'm not like that, well, that was how it ended.

Now, I decided to put this last, talking about hive, I can't really say I haven't been seeing this cute girls 🫣, I have some people I really admire, don't misunderstand me o 😁. I won't be mentioning namesssss, but I will mention someone, I really do not know if it's a crush, but she is someone that catches my attention each time I come across her post/pictures. A very pretty lady, and I guess it was her beauty that caught my attention. There are times I scroll past posts on hive, but hers, I will scroll back to check. A very fair and beautiful young lady. And I must say, I ...... Her beauty always catches my attention. @van.illa