[ESP/ENG] MY QUESTION TO GOD

Después de estar tanto tiempo sin estar tan activa y menos participando en iniciativas, al leer esta me llamó mucho la atención participar, primero, porque quiero regresar a mi constancia en Hive dando a conocer más de mí y este es un gran paso en cuanto a mi YO personal y que guarda...segundo, porque es una pregunta que me llevo haciendo desde hace muchísimo y quizás soltarla en un ambiente tan diverso y auto respondiéndome a mí misma, aplaque un poco la intriga, de ante mano los invito a todos a los que le interese participar en esta increible iniciativa a suscribirse en la comunidad de EcoTrain y crear su post participando.

Primero que todo, me gustaría explicar un poco de qué trata la iniciativa, es promovida por la comunidad EcoTrain la cual vengo conociendo gracias a esta iniciativa, la misma consiste en presentar una incógnita en dos partes que siempre has tenido y quisieras que Dios te respondiera, la iniciativa es bastante versátil ya que no encasilla sólo para los creyentes a Dios, sino que si no tienes dicha creencia puedes imaginar que te responde un ser extraterrestre o mega inteligente, la segunda parte de la misma hace referencia a responderte tu misma la pregunta pero como quisieras que ese ser te hubiese dado la respuesta, entendiendo e interpretando el mensaje.

No siempre es fácil poder hablar de ciertos temas, unos pesan y duelen más que otros, pero he aprendido que hablar y escribir aligera un poco más esa presión, así que hoy estoy aquí para presentarles esa pregunta que hace tanto le he querido decir a Dios, ante que nada, yo particularmente sí creo en Dios, no paso todos mis días en una iglesia, pero creo en él y poco a poco a aprendido a confiar en la frase de Todo pasa por algo, Dios lo sabe todo, sin más rodeos, la pregunta que siempre he querido hacer es:

After being so long without being so active and less participating in initiatives, when I read this one I was very interested in participating, first, because I want to return to my constancy in Hive giving to know more about me and this is a big step in terms of my personal self and what it keeps.... secondly, because it is a question that I have been asking myself for a long time and maybe to let it out in such a diverse environment and answering to myself, will appease a little the intrigue, I invite everyone who is interested in participating in this incredible initiative to subscribe to the EcoTrain community and create your post by participating.

First of all, I would like to explain a little bit what the initiative is about, it is promoted by the community EcoTrain which I have come to know thanks to this initiative, it consists of presenting a question in two parts that you have always had and you would like God to answer, the initiative is quite versatile since it does not only include God for believers, but if you do not have that belief you can imagine that an extraterrestrial or mega intelligent being answers you, the second part of it refers to answer yourself the question but how you would like that being to have given you the answer, understanding and interpreting the message.

It is not always easy to talk about certain topics, some weigh and hurt more than others, but I have learned that talking and writing lightens a little more that pressure, so today I am here to present that question that I have wanted to tell God, first of all, I particularly believe in God, I do not spend all my days in a church, but I believe in him and little by little I have learned to trust in the phrase Everything happens for a reason, God knows everything, without further detours, the question I have always wanted to ask is: "What is God?

Mientras más pasan los años y familiares o personas cercanas que sé lo buenas personas que eran y cuanto lucharon por quedarse, mueren, me rompe el corazón hacerme una y mil veces esta pregunta...tanta gente viva haciendo malas acciones, matando, violando, acosando, mintiendo y viven su vida sin más, y no es desearles el mal o que eso les sucediera, es preguntarse el porqué de las partidas inesperadas de personas realmente buenas y fuertes...

Siempre dicen que todo tiene una finalidad, que todo pasa por algo o la frase bastante sonada de "Dios da las peores luchas a sus mejores guerreros" como si eso respondiese las miles de incógnitas que se desatan de la pregunta principal, creo fielmente en Dios y no disputo sus designios, pero debo admitir que en esos días de duelo como muchos, reprochamos esos designios y debilitamos nuestra fe, yo particularmente he intentado analizar y buscarle el sentido, de yo misma responderme, pero se me ha complicado cada día que lo intento, quizás porque aún extraño a esas personas y el dolor no deja ver con claridad.

De lo que estoy completamente segura, es que daría todo, porque todos pudiésemos ver 5 minutos aunque sea a esa persona que no queríamos que partiera, esa persona que dejó un vacío al morir que nadie ni nada llenará, la persona más buena, bondadosa, humilde y valiente que conocerás, aquella que no merecía sufrir ni luchar tanto por quedarse, esa persona por la que muchos y no sólo yo, se hacen la *GRAN PREGUNTA "¿Por qué mueren las mejores personas antes de tiempo?".

The more the years go by and relatives or close people that I know how good they were and how much they fought to stay, die, it breaks my heart to ask myself one and a thousand times this question... so many people live doing bad deeds, killing, raping, harassing, lying and live their lives just like that, and it is not to wish them evil or that this would happen to them, it is to wonder why the unexpected departures of really good and strong people...

They always say that everything has a purpose, that everything happens for a reason, or the quite famous phrase "God gives the worst fights to his best warriors" as if that answers the thousands of unknowns that are unleashed from the main question, I faithfully believe in God and I do not dispute his designs, But I must admit that in those days of mourning like many, we reproach those designs and weaken our faith, I particularly have tried to analyze and look for the meaning, to answer myself, but it has been complicated every day I try, maybe because I still miss those people and the pain does not let me see clearly.

What I am completely sure of, is that I would give everything, because we all could see for 5 minutes at least that person that we did not want to leave, that person that left a void when dying that nobody and nothing will fill, the most good, kind, humble and brave person you will ever meet, that person that did not deserve to suffer or fight so hard to stay, that person for whom many and not only me, ask themselves the *BIG QUESTION "Why do the best people die before their time?".

Ahora, si Dios pudiese responderme esa pregunta, yo diría que me miraría y diría que es necesario que dejarán el plano terrenal, que vinieron al mundo con un propósito que aunque nuestra mente y corazón no lo viese, ya cumplieron, que son personas tan buenas y mágicas que necesitan ir a otro plano con más propósitos que la enseñanza y experiencias que nos dejaron, son seres de luz y el los necesitaba consigo, que son maestros tan sabios que hasta con su partida física te enseñaron lecciones de la vida muy importantes (Como que cada segundo en esta vida es un milagro, que hay que cuidar y valorar a las personas mientras las tengas contigo, que hay que amar con cada latido hasta que tu corazón un día se detenga, pero sobre todo el valor de la vida y el amor), te enseñaron madurez e independencia, con su partida te entregaron valentía para seguir, te otorgaron motivación para que tus logros y éxitos llevaran su apellido...y desde entonces aprendí a sentir paz con esa respuesta...

Now, if God could answer me that question, I would say that he would look at me and say that it is necessary for them to leave the earthly plane, that they came to the world with a purpose that although our mind and heart did not see it, they have already fulfilled, that they are such good and magical people that they need to go to another plane with more purposes than the teaching and experiences they left us, they are beings of light and he needed them with him, that they are such wise teachers that even with their physical departure they taught you very important life lessons (like that every second in this life is a miracle, that you have to take care and value people while you have them with you, that you have to love with every heartbeat until your heart stops one day, but above all the value of life and love), they taught you maturity and independence, with their departure they gave you courage to continue, they gave you motivation so that your achievements and successes would carry their name. ...and since then I have learned to feel peace with that answer...

Creo que esta iniciativa fue bastante diferente y profunda, terminé con lágrimas este post, pero disfruté la paz que te deja desahogar ciertos tipos de temas que antes no hubiese podido redactar sin pausarte en medio del primer párrafo. Espero disfrutarán leerme, feliz de haber participado en esta increíble iniciativa y conociendo esta nueva comunidad para mí. Nos estaremos leyendo con más, hasta el próximo post hiverssssss.

I think this initiative was quite different and deep, I finished this post with tears, but I enjoyed the peace that lets you vent certain types of issues that before I could not have written without pausing in the middle of the first paragraph. I hope you will enjoy reading me, happy to have participated in this amazing initiative and getting to know this new community for me. We'll be reading each other with more, until the next post hiverssssssss.