It occurs to me that everyone experiences grief in a different way. My brother died recently due to cancer. I tell you this because I am grieving. I need silent alone time for contemplation. I work through my grief internally. I deal with every little bit head on. If I don't deal with my grief I will blow up on others or act out in other areas of my life trying to compensate. I am typing this because there are some others in my life that can not understand why I have to grieve this way. I catch a good bit of flak . This is added strain on my grief and I feel a bit bitter. I am mourning a loss of a brother and feeling belittled by close relations for how I grieve. I really just wish to get out my frustration and alert those that can read this that our actions and reactions have consequences. A consequence is neither good or bad but is a direct reaction to your action. Lets be aware of how our actions affect others.
