Her nose ring was cold upon my cheek, as she pecked me goodbye for the final time. "There's nothing better than what can be lost, and I'm lost beyond where you can find me"
I cradled her in a hugging position, "Sweetheart you know I can bring you back from whatever darkness is alluring you...Please, stay with me."
She shuddered with chill bumps as she looked me in the eye, saying, "There's no way you can bring me somewhere I don't want to go. We're on separate paths now, and yours is towards unity."
An airplane flew by overhead, and the rain which before seemed to not effect me suddenly made me sneeze. She didn't want to merge into spirit with me, and I realized that I didn't want to merge with her. The wind blew hard from the east, and I saw fully how much my life was going to change from her being my focal point to union with spirit being my focus.
