Yes, I wish that I had a switch for my brain so that I could stop thoughts and things from running around in my head and causing me to feel the emotions of sadness and pain.
There are people that seem to be able to just switch off their thoughts and move ahead - but not me, oh no, I store them inside my head and replay them over and over.
Why is that?
Maybe it has something to do with age because I definitely seem to feel things with more passion than I did years ago - is it because I know that I won't be around for ever and so my feelings are intensified?
Maybe there are others out there that feel as I do.
I watch what happens in nature and there is order out there - life is a cycle that repeats over and over and yet I do not see the same type of order with the human race and I wonder why we have been given the ability to feel emotions.
The fact that I am writing this post just shows my confusion.
I have heard it said that we must find inner peace within ourselves in order to understand our purpose in life - sounds so simple, yet I wonder how many people actually have this.