I miss you and I don't know where you have gone,
Oh love, are you warm...I know you got chilled easy,
Do you still sing? Perhaps with the angels or are
you silent and still..These things I need to know
because you see you are still with me...the scent
of you fresh in my mind and my heart weeps.
You would be angry with me, I know, because promises
to you I've broken...I didn't move on without you, I kept
your memory fresh, and I have found no one like you
you see, I fear that is impossible..did I imagine you?
Did you imagine me without you? What did you see
for me? I fear if I let the pain go, I let you go. Is this true?
Diamond eyes still pierce my soul...you saw and knew
me, my every waking moment, when I was sad, my
dreams..and what of your dreams? You had so many,
so many and I tried to see your dreams but it was not
to be. Do you rest easy my sweet? Do you still know
me or do the heavens selfishly hold you to their bosom?
I am so sorry my love, I am so angry at these things
I don't understand. Who could snatch from me the
very thing I worship. What did we do but show love
in it's purest form. No one understands my loss
I try to put in words but no avail. Words can never
have meaning enough to sate my hunger for you.
I dream of you more and more, always running toward
you. When I get within a breath away you leave. It is
so real and I cry myself awake. Forgive me for I feel
I am lost to wander this earth never feeling whole.
Please forgive this ramblings of a mad man, I am
lost to you forever.