Hello, Hive users.
Relationships are supposed to be like coming home. Sometimes they feel like a big storm that you did not see coming.
I was talking to someone every day we would share our thoughts and our time and even the small things. It felt like this person was a part of my life. We would laugh and joke around it all felt real. This person felt real.. In the end I realized I was just a small part of his life not someone he really wanted to be with.
This is hard for me to accept. I should have been more careful. I should have protected my heart especially since I knew this person was already promised to someone. Maybe some of this pain is my fault because I let myself fall for him anyway.
Today was a day.
I woke up feeling sad and quiet. This kind of sadness does not make a lot of noise. It can still hurt you. It is funny how some people can seem important and then they become just a memory. Some people are just passing through our lives no matter how much we want them to stay.
I am trying to accept the things that I cannot change like what this person chooses to do or how he feels. The only thing I can control now is myself my feelings and my own healing.
It hurts when you give your heart to someone and they do not give theirs back. It hurts when they keep you close but not close enough to be, with you. One minute this person was kind the minute he was cold and then he became someone I did not even know anymore.
I still stayed with him.
Maybe that was my mistake. I let my feelings grow in a place where they were not safe. I should have been stronger I should have been smarter.
Now I am here feeling everything at the same time and learning how to let go of Hive and the memories of this person.
#indiaunited #hive #ecency #hiveladies #ladies #3speak #tears #ocd
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