Sometimes
I pretend he’s not dead
It's like I forget he's gone
I still think of him out there
In his flat
Living his life
Laughing and joking with his neighbors
Visiting his aunt
Sat in his room
With that smile
That i’ll never see again
And for a moment
I believe it
And then i’m crying
I can’t make it true
I can only pretend
Pretend he’s doing okay
That he’s happy
That’s he’s out there
Somewhere
Still laughing and joking
With that big smile
Wherever he is now
I hope that much is true