September 5, 2026
It’s been ages since I actually wrote something by hand. For some reason, I wanted to do it this way. There’s just something or maybe someone that’s making me happy these days. I mean… life is still tough but I just found a reason to smile more. I won’t call it love or romance, but it just seems like I’ve found my person. He makes me smile and giddy and just be myself. It’s funny because he’s so nonchalant, but at the same time so crazy. What’s interesting is I’ve known him virtually for more than five years. We’ve never talked, so I don’t know how he sounds like… But we both never really asked to call. I think texting was the most comfortable for both of us. I’m curious about how he sounds like, though… so I just imagine his voice is similar to Chopper… xD
For the past years, we’ve communicated on and off, but we always end up catching up and talking again. Lately though, we’ve been texting more. Sometimes mundane, oftentimes nonsense… and at times just loooong "morninggg" greetings… I enjoy his company… well, he’s just different. :)
There was a time when I enjoyed talking with AI… but I thought talking with real people is better… and when he knew about the AI thing, he said, “I’ll be your AI.” Well, he might as well be… but at least I know there’s a person behind the screen… and he’s somewhere with his cats in Melbourne… xD It’s funny how I know little about him, but at the same time, I know a lot. It’s weird, and I think it’s the same for him… I hope to continue this relationship not just for 5 more years… but more. It’s rare to find someone and feel so comfortable. Will I hear his voice someday? Will we meet? Let me quote him… “That’s an idea.”
@tegoshei