A shattered vision taunts my thoughts
Now the future fills me with fear
It was all planned out – our happy life
But now you are no longer here
I know we can’t be together
But my heart hates us being apart
And this pain is what I deserve
For not being strong from the start
I ignored all the things that should warn me
That we wasn’t quite what we both need
I believed we could iron out problems
By communicating like we agreed
I am trying so hard not to hurt now
To accept that you and I are no more
To remember the reasons it failed
So I never walk back through that door
I’ll never again let you hurt me
But to do this I have to let go
I love you so hard it’s not easy
To not let my true feelings show
Only this one last time will I mourn us
And think about you fondly with tears
I’ll replay all those memories created
All our happy times over the years
I’ll always regret that we failed
And hope that we don’t cut all ties
But I’ll still see your beauty forever
When I look into our childrens eyes.
Written by Laura Bean 6th January 2018
