Today I should be helping out at Hunger First. But I sit in a Panera Bread typing this blog. My big Sis Karen is in isolation due to Covid. I pray that she gets better soon. I look at this as a time to reflect on my feelings for MJG. I miss not seeing him everyweek. It's made me really think about how I feel about him. Honestly the missing him has made my feelings for him stronger then ever. I can honestly say that he is still the first thing that I think about in the morning when I get up and the last thing I think about when I close my eyes. I could write volumes about the things we do in my dreams. I just wish I really knew how he feels about me right now. I guess I am still afraid that if I look him in the eyes and tell him how I truely feel about him, I will get told that he will tell me that he doesn't feel the same way about me. I am just so broken I guess. I know that I need to change the brokeness. I just so afraid of making that change. Who knows I may start making that change today. I am going to stop for now my fellows. Till next time!!
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