Been out of commission the past 3 days almost entirely after my partner brought home omicron from one of her buddies places. The first few days I was ok minus a brain fog but upon bedding down and my immune system getting a chance to catch up.. JESUS FUCK.
My lungs up until today were on fire, my diaghram muscles felt like a horse had kicked my square in the guts and my lungs are basically gurgling some terrible bile-esque tar, making me feel like I'm drowning in my own god damn lungs.
Previously I had questioned the virus being a real thing.. Oh boy was I a naïve fuck.. Shit is real, shit is fucking terrible and it's almost entirely the immune response to this shit that makes it hellish. Never in my life have I had such intense hot and cold flashes as my body tried to nuke this horse shit.. After a solid 3 days down I'm jacked up on neocitran just enough to sit upright and try and get some shit done. I thought I got away lucky as my partner was in pretty bad shape.. But as soon as I let my immune system catch up by the GODS was there a battle in my chest.
The brain fog is still there, my lungs still feel like shit and I'm not 100% out of the shit yet.. But I am able to sit upright today and I"m not leaking goo out of my eyes and mouth as my lungs try and rid themselves of a gallon of covid goo. I guess on the plus side I should have a decent immunity built up to this shit after this go at it.. But fuck my life has the past few days been an eye opener.
Still not getting vaxx'd though.. I'm healthy enough to fight this shit off without the need for that shit, and frankly if this shit doesn't kill me, which I don't believe it will... Then I'll be better off for it.
Trying to get my shit together to fix my servers and whatnot here tonight, Still feel like right ass but the show must go on.
