I’ve re-read this chapter umpteen times now.
Each time I read it, the more things I learn.
New secrets, new lies.
And no mater how many times I read it, I never understand.
So how much time should I spent stuck on a single chapter when there’s so much more to the story?
Does this chapter even matter?
Will it ever?
This one hurt the most.
Kept me in the dark and twisted my mind.
But still left me wanting more.
Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results….
Seems as though I should be committed.
I’ve spent all this time trying to understand that which doesn’t want to be understood.
I ran my finger over every word… every letter, every punctuation mark…
And still couldn’t crack the code.
So now I have to think… do I try one more time and hope something FINALLY changes?
Or so I turn the page and move on…?