I’ll never understand why people do the things they do.
Or why I feel the need to sometimes figure out why.
Who hurt you?
What happened that made you like this?
Why can’t you stop?
I’ve spent a good majority of my life trying to “fix” other people.
It’s a result of my own traumas, I guess.
But in an attempt to fix everyone else, I often times neglect myself. I break off pieces of me to fill their voids and when they’re whole enough again to walk away, I’m the one left with voids but nobody to help fill them.
So I’ve vowed to become that person for myself.
It’s not easy, and it’s not instant, but I’m sure it’ll be worth it.
So I stop and I look at everyone around me.
Everyone’s dealing with their own shit. In their own ways.
I’m not a big fan of the victim mentality. Be your own hero.
I’m not a fan of liars. Tell the fucking truth.
I’m not a fan of cowards. Stop pointing the finger, own your shit.
I wish it was easier for everyone to get a reality check and actually have it stick. Myself included.
Shame how people have everything right in front of them and choose to throw it away because it’s easier than putting in a little bit of effort to make it all work.
If it’s change you want then BE IT
If it’s happiness you want then CHASE IT
Fuck excuses. Grow up and get moving. Before it’s too late.
End rant.