I went back into the living room disturbed and shocked. I mean what had just happened? was he just playing some silly prank on me? I barely sat down when i noticed his gaze running all over me. He was sitting beside diane, holding her hands, but his eyes were allover me! I sat down, took a deep disturbing breath and tried to gain composure.
A while later, Zack and Diane went into the room and both came out well dressed. Diane was leaving and Zack wanted to see her off. "well, I better get leaving then" i said since it would just be his brother and I left in the house. "please no, at least stay till Zack comes before you go" Ned, Zack's brother pleaded sincerely. I hesitated for a while. "He won't stay long with me" Diane added. I sighed then decided to relax a bit with Ned. Minutes had gone, Ned and I were catching up and a call came for Ned from his mother. He had to go to the backyard of the house and pick up a few food stuff for his mother, she grew a garden. He asked me to wait a bit for him and i agreed to, under the condition that he would be back soonest.
In less than two minutes, Zack was back. I was expecting Ned but his brother came in instead and he smiled at me. Why I felt uneasy, i do not know but I got up and headed towards the door."Juliet please wait.....I want to talk to you"
"there's nothing to talk about besides it's getting late and i must be on my way." I turned to face him.
He came close and embraced me. After a while, he let go, Looked hard into my eyes and kissed my lip. I tensed up and pushed him away, obviously irritated. I went towards the door only to realize he had locked the door and was with the keys.
"please Zack, open the door, I need to leave" I tried to command but i was actually begging, afraid. I began to panic.
He sighed. "Juliet i'm sorry, I cannot control myself.......I love you'" He approached me, I shook my head, begging him to leave me alone as he forced me on the couch. I struggled, tried to push him away amidst tears. I lost all strength to scream, I didn't know what to do! Ned had come back and was knocking the door, Zack didn't want to get off me, instead he penetrated deep into me and that worsened my pains and cry. He didn't stop until he released on the couch.
I found myself on the same spot as i did the first time he raped me. This time, not a tear dropped because i wasted all while he used me on the couch. I had no more strength... I could only feel anger for blindly falling into a trap. Maybe I had bad luck following me. Maybe it was my fate never to find love, but to be an object. My mind had gone far when I heard Ned asking Zack where I was and what he had done to me. Zack couldn't answer, so Ned searched for me instead. I immediately washed my face, cleaned myself and pretended all was fine. I opened the bathroom door and found Ned there, My whole clean up wasn't impressive enough to convince Ned. He knew what something was wrong.
"What did he do JULIET?! I kept on knocking, no one answered me. Zack is all curled up on the sofa, looking sick and you are here, looking the same. WHATS WRONG WITH YOU BOTH!?" he asked. I simply looked at him wondering if to tell him how his big brother raped me the second time, or if to tell him nothing was wrong.
"nothing" I said holding back a tear. I walked passed him to the living room where Zack was, picked up my bag and jacket when....." Juliet, i'm sorry" I heard Zack say faintly. He tried reaching for me but I opened the door and left, Ned chasing after me for an explanation. I couldn't hold the tears back anymore.
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