So I don't know if I made a good decision. However I'm going to have to learn to persevere and suck it the fuck up if I truly fucked myself over. HOWEVER according to tarot readings, astrology readings

I've readily come to the conclusion that I get in my own way. It's been made very apparent. However diving deeper into my ideas surrounding 'why', I've sort of come to this conclusion that the reason why

Lately I've just been scared of myself. Scared to be myself really. For the most part I'm unsure who I even am because of the distinct and acknowledged ideologies I hold. Astrology helped me hone in on

Tonight will be different, I'm sure...I hope. There was that ONE night, weeks ago, where I cleaned up my room, preparing to change my life (again). I don't really know why this one was so different. I

So this is the first blog post, official post that I'll do EVERY week. Since I have Sunday's off I'll probably do it on that day. I'm going to give you fair warning now, since this is just an open journal

I've said 'New Year, New Me" constantly as if that is the spell that'll help me manifest my destiny. But in all honesty, I'm still doing the same ol shit, but less depressed. you can call me Myriad.