Inside of money poverty, you don't have to worry much about money, but you also don't have much time to spend with your family and friends.
At this moment, you feel very guilty for spending time with your newborn. You are worried about not being productive enough and falling behind.
You feel regularly stressed out, anxious and tired, and you don't understand what's true, what is. Despite all the material comfort you have beat for yourself, that is life.
You don't have to panic. You just have to adapt to it, and at the same time, know how to balance work with family time. Try to spend all this time with your loved ones because you have only one life to live.