Honestly, I would say that one thing that brings me the most joy right now is the fact that I am in my final year and will be done with school in a few months.
Just even thinking about it gives me a lot of relief because my journey through school has not really been an easy one. When I look back at everything that has happened from the time I was preparing to enter university until now, I realize that it has been a long and sometimes stressful road. That is why being so close to the finish line makes me feel grateful and happy.
Before I even entered school in 2022, there were already many problems at home. One of the major issues was my parents separating. That period of my life was not easy at all because situations like that naturally affect everyone in the family. It brought a lot of emotional stress and uncertainty, and it was something I had to deal with while still trying to think about my future and my education. Because of those circumstances, things did not go exactly the way I initially planned.
At some point, I even had to change to the school where I am currently studying now. That change was not something I originally expected, but sometimes life forces you to adjust and continue moving forward. Even though it was not part of my initial plan, I accepted the situation and decided to focus on making the best out of the opportunity I had.
Before gaining admission, I also had to stay at home for one full year. Waiting at home during that period was not easy because it felt like time was moving while I was standing still. However, that year eventually led to something good. I was able to gain admission directly into 200 levels through my JUPEB result, which made the wait feel worthwhile in the end.
When I finally resumed school, I thought things would move smoothly from there, but that was not entirely the case. During my first semester exam, I had a carryover. It was a one-unit course, and honestly, it was something I never imagined I could fail. When I saw the result, it really affected my confidence because I felt disappointed in myself. At that moment, it made me question my abilities a little, especially since it happened so early in my university journey.
However, instead of giving up or allowing it to discourage me completely, I registered for the course again and took it more seriously the next time. Thankfully, I passed it when I retook it.
Apart from academic challenges, there were also financial difficulties along the way. My 300 level was particularly tough financially. As a student, managing school expenses alongside personal needs can be very challenging, especially when resources are limited. There were times when I had to really manage the little I had and find ways to keep going despite the difficulties.
So because of all these experiences, when I sit down and reflect on my journey so far, I can not help but feel grateful. There were many moments that could have discouraged me or made me lose focus, but somehow, I kept moving forward. Now that I am in my final year and just a few months away from finishing, it feels like a big achievement for me.
All the stress, the struggles, the emotional moments, and the challenges are slowly becoming part of my past. That is why reaching this stage brings me genuine joy. It basically just reminds me that despite everything that happened along the way, I was still able to come this far, and that alone is something worth being thankful for.
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