This article is not about avoiding it, it is about making it impossible and finding your way out if it has found a way into your homeschool this winter.
It is time to address the homeschooling trend of winter slumps. Why do I call it a trend? Because it has been popularized, and everyone seems to want to jump on that bandwagon in January, or February at the latest. It allows us to be victims, winter the cruel tormenter.
Being a victim lets us off the hook, we don’t have to face ourselves in the mirror and simply be accountable. This is not to say that I think the root of the Ominous Winter Slump is laziness, far from it.
What I see mom after mom fall into during the winter is the exhaustion of an imbalanced schedule. Crazy wonderful expectations. Planning to cram in all the good stuff that there is, because, well, it’s good! If we really look deep, it is so often trying to do all these wonderful things that make our homeschooling time something less than wonderful. Something we want desperately to avoid.
We cling to our list of must-do beautiful things precisely because it is so pretty. Not because it is necessary and not because it creates beauty in our hearts, homes, and children. I experienced this slump a few times, and have known countless people who experience it yearly, or worse, are truthfully in that slump all the time.
Moms who are so attached to the idea of what they should be able to do in a day, that they never stop feeling guilty. Moms who truthfully do a lot of great things with their kids, but are missing out on one of the important parts of being a mom, joy. Being full of joy, loving what you do, and showing our children by example how to be happy. How to love the life you’ve got. Even when it is exactly the life you wanted, and also when it isn’t.
Yes, some days are hard. But when every day is hard it is usually a mindset issue. What can we do to change how we think about our winter days?
Let go. Write down a list of all the things you feel guilty about. Then circle no more than three things you want to work on changing. (Hint: any attitudes of not wanting to do school should be on the list and circled). Dig deep, take some time to reflect on what is on the list and why. Is there a big picture issue that is more abstract that you forgot to put down? Making a list of the reasons you don’t want to move forward with your day may help you dig deeper. Don’t forget your kids; are they having attitude issues that are exhausting you? Focusing on the details of what we aren’t doing is usually a self-distracting mechanism to hide our bigger faults. Take a deep breath and let the guilt go, you don’t have room for it in your life. If you really want to have the time and energy to work on the three things you circled, you have to let go of the rest.
Create a realistic schedule. Keep your guilt list in mind, you can add in no more than those three things you circled. Time is fixed, subtract what you need to. (This may be a lot, depending on how many great things you planned for in the fall.) Take a deep breath and let the rest go. Quit thinking that the more goodness and beauty you cram in, the better a mom you are. Empty spaces are pretty too. The point is to craft a schedule that lends itself to peace. We cannot expect peace if we don’t plan peaceful days. Days spent trying to do too many things, and also feeling guilty for all the other things we didn’t even have time to try to do, are not peaceful days. Go back to the three R’s for a while if you need to. Reading, writing, and arithmetic are beautiful in and of themselves, and education focusing on becoming great at these three things is not lacking.
Be consistent. Once you have that realistic routine, the one you know that you can complete no matter how bad the day gets, do it. Do it every day without exceptions. Start at the same time every day. It doesn’t matter what time that is, but it needs to be consistent. We get caught up in our own freedom sometimes and hurt ourselves by allowing too many choices. Your routine is your choice. You created it, it is a serene place where what you want to do and what you can do meet and shake hands. Your freedom was to find and craft that place, now to stay free you need to choose to quit looking at all the other places you could have chosen. Be in the space you chose. It is time to create peace by being consistent with your own choices. Skipping school on a whim creates an unnecessary burden for you because then you wake up every day and must decide if you are going to skip or not. I am not saying you can’t take a sick day. But the magic of consistency is real, peeps. I was sick just this week and did we all miss two days of school because mom was sick? No, because my older kids (ages 10, 11, 13, and 14) know what to do. They do it every day, so they got up and did everything they were supposed to, not because they are cherubs, but because habits are really that strong. It was easier for them to wake up and do what they do eveyday. This meant only my 7 and 8 years old, who still need direct instruction from me, missed school. This also meant mom could relax while sick, there was no excess pestering and begging, which tend to happen a lot when kids don’t know what to do with themselves. I am not bragging here, I just want you to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and for those of you whose kids are all still young, this is what you want when they are older! So, when you are tempted to skip without cause just remember what you want your future day to look like.
If we want responsible kids, we need to be responsible ourselves. That doesn’t mean feeling guilty when we fail. It means letting go of guilt about things that don’t matter, living within the parameters of time, which is actually a gift, and doing what we set out to do with joy in our hearts.
