As I was happy that 2017 was finally over, within I knew I wasn't all ready for 2018.
The past year had it bad and goodlucks
Sad and happy moments
It's lose and wins
Things I don't wish to happen ever again.
Moments I wish I could pause and fantasize on a few more minutes .
Days I'll wake up on the wrong side of the bed.
And days I'll wish should never come to an end.
But I have to let this year end.
It got to go
I need to start this new year. Though;
I'm so scared that all my mistakes, I might repeat all over again.
Scared that all my bad attitude I planned on throwing away ,I might pick up again.
Scared also that the dirty secrets I buried along with the previous year might come to surface.
Scared that all my nightmares might come back to haunt me.
Scared I might change with the new year beyond recognition
Scared that 2018 might unfold only thorns with few or no roses
If only 2017 knew I still needed more time to prepare for 2018
