OUT WITH DEPRESSION BUT RETURN WITH HAPPINESS 😊

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ā€ŽHello favorite people, I respectful greet you all. Trusting you all had a beautiful time with your Yahweh.

So..
Today in church something happened that really shook me😢
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ā€ŽI kept having heart palpitations because my mind just wouldn’t stop racing. I had overthought about the robbery and the one million plus valuables that got taken from me, so much that I couldn’t even be myself.

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ā€ŽDuring praise and worship, john Petra couldn’t dance as supposed… and that alone was enough for some people to think I wasn’t even in church or maybe my body is present while my spirit worship elsewhere, just because they didn’t see me dancing or moving the way I usually do.
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ā€ŽBut what they didn’t see was the battle happening inside me😩. The invisible thoughts and imagination I couldn't share
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ā€ŽIn that moment, I genuinely thought I was going to faint and die as my heart was pounding so hard and fast, my body felt off and all I could do was quietly beg God not to let me die. Over and over I prayed, ā€œPlease Lord, not todayšŸ˜“šŸ™"
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ā€ŽIn that moment of fear, one bitter truth hit me deeply: LIFE IS TRULY A PRIVILEGE, NOT A RIGHT...
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ā€ŽSo please tell me now and here without shouting, have you shown gratitude to the giver of life today?šŸ¤” it's just a friendly question, let roll in together in the comments section.
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ā€ŽIt's your handsome friend John Petra you're reading from. Let's keep learning, re-learn and un-learn. Ideas is better served in a shared dimension.
ā€ŽMaybe here is where we got the saying there's love in sharing.
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ā€ŽMy thought thought!

OUT WITH DEPRESSION BUT RETURN WITH HAPPINESS 😊 | Ecency