What I See
I see a guy with an umbrella, in front of a car, it's a rainy night and he also looks disturbed.
Story
The day was finally over and night came, david was down the whole day mentally and emotionally. On days like this he takes long walks to reflect on himself self when this feeling hits.
This particular day as it rains, he took out his umbrella and went for one of his walks to reflect on himself, it was surposed to be reflective but it wasn't, rather it's was (you know that feeling when your in your head and your thoughts start to speak, saying things like your not good enough, you shouldn't even be here. Those thought) were all that david heard as he walked.
David as a person struggled,there are days he can be motivated and working and some days or most days the opposite, thought of how his peers were doing great things figuring out life for themselves that feeling of always being behind struck him hard as he walks and those thought clouded his head making him sad, he tries not to show his emotions even when no one was there to see him (I'm a man I should be tougher than this) he hid his emotions, but it ate him slowly and painfully inside as he walks, tears rolled down his eyes.
As he walked on so did the feelings started hitting hard he dint want to feel that way till the very end of the walk, he stopped in front of an old car taking deep breaths one at a time, being in the present he did this over and over and over untill the thoughts were no longer, even when his head was cleared he stayed there for a while untill he was ready to go back home.
What I Feel
I feel he is sad, lost in his thoughts, also reflecting.
Thanks for Reading.
