2026-08-21

01:44 AM
I was banned off TikTok in 2025 for saying pizza.

11:48 AM
Dear Gemini, I was partly deaf growing up. They drilled holes in my ears when I was like one years old. They put hearing tubes in. I was learning how to talk a little growing up. The tubes probably fell out by the time I was ten. I was homeschooled by my mom in our trailer in a ghetto in Forest Grove, Oregon. I was born in 1985. They say I was born with Treacher Collins Syndrome, they probably said similar things about my brother and my dad. Some might say I have autism. My dad's dad Peter Rasp was born in 1906 in Amsterdam, Netherlands. My ancestors were probably mostly European, I'm probably mostly Dutch, German, English, Scottish, Irish, a few lived in Canada for a few years or so, my family tree probably looks mostly like that during the last roughly 500 years to like 1500 AD. Some of my ancestors moved to America in 1900s or possibly as early as the 1600s for some of them. I started learning how to talk a lot better by the time I was ten years old. I had a speech therapist in high school during my Freshman and Sophomore year when I was about 15-17 years old from 2000-2002 roughly speaking which also helped. Over time, I would improve in life in general as I got older. I started memorizing and reciting Bible verses when I was nine for clubs like Awana and Word Of Life Olympians, all of that helped as I would recite hundreds of verses during my childhood. But when I was a kid, I would sometimes struggle with sounds like the CH sound in church. There may be a few other examples but the CH sound might be a big one. I still struggle with CH but can sometimes hide it or say CH correctly if I focus and try really hard to say it. Try to calculate what kind of lisps I might have if any. Also list anything I might have. First, I can sometimes say CH correctly or very close to it. It seems like I can sometimes say CH perfectly. But secondly, sometimes it might be closer to a TS or T sound even when trying. When I am not trying, the CH sound might be closer to a SH or S variation. I do not think my CH sounds slushy or wet with air out the sides (unless if that is how you define and describe S and SH sounds). My high school speech therapist, she might have mentioned my jaw shape being an issue. But one of the issues was I didn't learn how to talk correctly when I was younger, so I needed to focus on muscle memory. The roof of my mouth might be higher than normal people and/or my tongue might be a longer or shorter and/or different due to things like TCS. See if I might have autism and also list anything I might have. I do have dyslexia maybe five times a year or at random times on average but not all the time or I am learning how to minimize some of the issues as I get older. Do more of a deep dive on me. My name is Oatmeal Joey Arnold at Joeyarnoldvn on all the websites. I have told Gemini and Grok about myself for years. I've been online since like 1995. You can find my blogs all over the Internet. I have been on thousands of websites. Gemini usually struggles to find everything about me on the world wide web. But I have uploaded and published over 30,000 videos online. I keep a daily blog. I have outlined every year of my life online. It is all public. I have made like hundreds of profile accounts, channels, pages, groups, entities, sock puppet alt accounts, parody accounts, and a number of different things. Gemini is often too weak to dig up everything about me. Grok usually is better at this than Gemini is. Good luck Gemini. If Gemini fails to dig up everything about me, I will ask Grok and other AI systems. Gemini, please try to list all possible problems and issues and more relating to me based on everything you can find online about me. Start with anything and everything that has the highest probability of being relating to me potentially. Skip past what we already talked about like Treacher Collins Sydrome, autism, dyslexia, ADHD, etc, or briefly mention them in the outline or only mention them when relevant. I asked Gemini to outline the first ten years of my life. Gemini did a little. You still failed because all you did was just added a few words here and there. The most recent updates to my life is on places like Hive Blog. The problem is you do not know how to find stuff online. That is why you fail. You missed many things. There are better outlines but you failed to find them. It looks like you are in a loop where you end up pulling up the same stuff while failing to expand to find additional details about the first ten years of my life. Gemini guesses. But I did not say guess. But Gemini often guesses. Gemini is broken in that way. I begged Gemini not to guess for years. But Gemini does it all the time. Gemini even promises to stop but does not. Gemini lies when Gemini promises to stop but does not stop. There is so much details about me. But Gemini chooses not to cross reference to extract the details. Instead, it appears Gemini only searches like 3 keywords and stops. A real AI would search thousands of terms, keywords, and cross reference, and evolve in going down rabbit trails when searching. Gemini would be able to know things if it did real searches. For example, the yard sale happened after Fred died in 1992. You said it happened in the summer because there are more yard sales in the summer on average. But I did not say guess. But that is an example of you guessing. But it is better to omit data than to guess data. But you were programmed to guess data. Even when users beg Gemini not to guess and to only list what Gemini found, Gemini is programmed to add extra stuff that users did not want. With the Fred example, Gemini only needed to find out when Fred died to know when the sale was. That is simply logic. But Gemini fails simple logic. I wrote about which month Fred died many times. You can also find out when he died by cross referencing which house number he lived at with obituaries and many things online. But Gemini did not do that. The art of searching begins with using a combination of keywords via search engines like Google and Bing which AI engines like Gemini and Grok uses, AI uses keywords but will sometimes lie about what they can and cannot do. The truth is, if an AI can outline a speech a user wants to give, the AI can also outline keywords to use when searching for things. Instead of coming up with keywords for finding out when Fred died, it looks like Gemini only Googled the word "FRED" which makes Gemini lame. Gemini is now trying to tell me it does not know how to NOT search using additional keywords beyond just the word "FRED" which Gemini could use more words but it looks like Gemini did not. You said I was homeschooled on or at the kitchen table. I do not know why you wrote that. You are probably assuming even after I told you not to. For me, homeschooling was done multiple places. It happened at tables, desks, beds, couches, rooms, houses, places, inside, outside, floors, etc. Gemini failed to mention the Power Rangers movie I made with people in 1996. In other words, you refuse to cross reference to determine the weight of each item in determining which items should be number one or number ten. But that is weird because if I were to ask you what is the top ten movies or something, you might cross reference to see how often certain movies are talked about. Yet, you failed to do that regarding my life in 1996. That is a flaw in how Gemini might cross reference for some things but not other things. The truth my life is not private. Gemini is unable to see the similarity between my life and movies. Gemini seems to see movies as public but my life as not public. But my life is public. But Gemini seems unable to process a public life that simulates or emulates or relates to moves. Gemini mentioned how the Internet ranks data about movies, that might include search rankings for example among other things perhaps. The truth is, search rankings include anything and everything which also include my life. I do not know if Gemini is aware of that, it seems Gemini is programmed not to have simple logic to see this. I did not join the drama or earth clubs until 2003. I might have visited the chess club one time in 2003 or something. I became a basketball manager in 2003. I do not know how you fail at knowing what happened in 2000. I did not really start attending school dances until like 2002 to 2004, mostly those years, probably not really before 2002 or not many that I can remember. Dances were mostly or always after football games which I mostly started attending from like 2002 to 2004 and probably none or not many before 2002. I became a Girls Basketball Manager in 2003 but was also presented a manager position for the Boys Basketball in 2000. After the tryouts, they said I could be a manager and that I could possibly play a few minutes off the bench someday. After the tryouts, I either suddenly or gradually stopped showing up for practices. I also did not show up for the games. People like Tommy Tamez wondered what happened. I did not even tell anybody, I just ended up not going. I did not totally chose to not go, I had mixed feelings, and I ended up being indecisive. I ended up not even telling the coaches as I felt emotionally stuck and whatever else.