In a world of lies, telling the truth is a revolutionary act.

02:25 AM
Oatmeal Spinning Too Many Plates

Even as you try to get the ball rolling, you're gonna break too many plates cooked by Too Many Cooks by Adult Swim, never mind Infinite Altitude Fonnie Filden 414 Ironic Mystic intentions which gets lost in translation and the history books
In my life, was trying to start so many things while multitasking other things resulting in half-baked oatmeal cookies, ran around like a chicken with no Ojawall Bumbaloe head trying to get things done, taking shortcuts whether intentional or accidental, collateral damage had Oatmeal London Bridges falling down like a Rihanna go take a bow song
Over the past almost half-century, I've felt like a failure sometimes, you might say I've failed both online and offline to get trillions of super fans to join my super secret group on the Discord app which only 600+ out of the 300K+ alleged collective followers have joined my Discord Server even after years of running around all the websites advertising
It seems like every single one of the 600+ members who joined my Discord Server have muted and ghosted my server meaning they basically only pretended to join and most of them won't see this video let alone watch even the first second of this video
Ended up taking shortcuts in life feeling like I had to rush things as I simply wanted to rush through it to get to the next thing which I always had in my mind many times what I was going to be doing in the future for years to come, this was a blessing and a cursing on several levels
I turned eight years old in the year 1993, I really started thinking about become an adult at least by that year, I was thinking about thinking and concepts of eternity in 1992 and then took it to the next level in 1993
In my life, some of plans for my future included careers in basketball, NASA, music, law, science, religion, money, comedy, acting, directing, infiltrate Hollywood, video game design, evangelism, invention, writing, art, building, world travel, make movies, investigate history, impact culture, becoming President of the United States of America at the age of 85 to reference my birth year, and the list goes on and on, many different lists over the years and to this day
You might say I'm too creative like Michael Jackson flooded with ideas in the middle of the night preventing sleep, taking on too many projects which are often not finished even after years or even decades, I struggled to say no to plans, people, places, opportunities, I worked myself to death almost it seems, I didn't want to say no to more work often times meaning the age-old debate between quality and quantity
At times, I published too much bad unfinished content online you might say, I've felt like it's better to do something than nothing meaning at least I was getting my work out there so that I would have it in case my computers died resulting in lost files which I sometimes felt like nobody or not many would see the media I was dumping onto all the websites on and off since like 1997 or whichever year I started really using the Internet more often than in previous years
I've posted a lot of unfinished work these past over two decades, I've not always fully explained the context of my content which makes it easier for people to take me out of context/content/character/charisma which people already do resulting in Oatmeal Fake News, acceleration in the burning of bridges which was already happening even without the Internet, I was also giving people bad first impressions, like whether I liked it or not, whether I knew it or not, regardless of intentions, perspective, plans, or anything; it's tough to summarize 39+ years of my life going back to my birth in 1985
Sometimes I asked for help for things in life but then other times I wouldn't really want to ask for help, this kind of thing happened on and off for years in regards to different situations, I sometimes felt like I didn't need help; but you might say I was trying to do too many things; many times only slept like five hours a night kind of thing; like many times during my college years; I probably meant well with my desire to get out into the world as fast as possible to like GYJO change it
I say all of this background info to say perhaps one of the reasons why many people misunderstand me is due to bad first impressions which sometimes comes from bad content or whatever I've put out over the years which I sometimes put out content for different reasons; one of life lessons I've been learning out of many might include the value of pacing yourself in a marathon race as opposed to a quick sprint which I engaged in under like the premise of trying to get the ball rolling starting groups and things to get others involved and engaged as to recruits Heirs of Oatmeal into the Oatmeal Empire to join Ian, Roy, and others
I'm very crazy, disorganized, all over the place, too much homeschooling ADHD autism working in overdrive, some might say about me which perception about me may not always be totally not my fault which is a thing you gotta be aware of as you get older, as you try to settle down, I've been trying to auto-correct some of this for the record for years and especially since like 2017 as I started blogging and vlogging more often since that time as I try to tell my side of the story, my autobiography which I'm still in the process of doing
One of the reasons I allowed the Fishman Lolcow Troll to spam Oatmeal Fake News about me especially in my Discord Server for months or years was to monitor how others reacted and interacted with Fish as I try to determine who are the Heirs of Oatmeal and who are the Haters of Oatmeal, I was using Fish in getting others to come out of hiding or at least this was one of my objectives
I'm aware videos like this may not work very well but I'm still putting out videos like this for the record at least for now as I'm trying to lay the groundwork before taking all of this perhaps to the next level but like I'm thinking one step at a time kind of thing as I try to gradually make improvements while trying to get other things done before getting lost the potential next chapters of my life kind of thing