In a world of lies, telling the truth is a revolutionary act.

Why Oatmeal Single 3: Broken

I'm single right now regardless of how much of it is my fault, my choice, absolutely to an extent to any percentage, any level, regardless of the variables whether it was beyond my control to a degrees or combinations of variables therein or lack thereof, you might say it doesn't matter how I got to my current situation which there is some truth in that
Red Dog: you know I'd have 800 wives like King Solomon if I was you
Thank God you aint me cuz if you were you'd be in jail
Ra Ra; Boomsockalocka
Now, just watch my What's Wrong With Oatmeal video series to find out to an extent why I'm single
We could make a list from here to the moon why I'm single, some of the reasons might be simply the choices I made, bad luck, timing, aggression, missing opportunities, not making the time for dating, bad first impressions, Oatmeal Fake News, hygiene sometimes allegedly, perception, branding, not being on the same page, dying on hills, burning bridges, not being on the same path, not taking certain risks, being distracted, being blind, and so on and so forth, you get the 1995 Ironic Mystic drift
Oh yeah, anyways, Oatmeal, what's wrong with you
Word of the day is gonna be broken which might be one of the reasons I'm single, I sometimes feel like women would try to change me which there are many things I don't want to discontinue
Part of the reason I publish so much of my life online for decades on the Internet, since I turned twelve years old in the year 1997 or whatever year I started using the world wide web more often, was I was trying to find a potential wife who loves all of me without wanting to like delete my Ojawall as I'm rough around the edges and I do got many things wrong with me which takes hours to talk about, I'm pretty flawed regardless of intentions, regardless of many things
I don't want a potential wife to force me to stop publish my daily content online, videos, articles, blog posts, social media, Discord, websites, logs, research, I don't want a woman requiring that I must stop doing what I do but not to say what I'm doing is perfect or whatever and not to say I'm not making changes on my own to become a better man each day but don't want to be guilted that direction perhaps
Not gonna bore/overwhelm ya today with everything wrong with me except to say I've in effect forced people to walk away from me sometimes whether they were friendships, romance, work related, or whatever, you gotta pick your battles, which hills to die on, bridges went aflame as opposed to me parting ways with people, like I was involved in drama many times which it was sometimes at least partly my fault regardless of my intentions and everything else, Perhaps I was scared to say no and instead got others to say no for me by acting crazy or whatever, I'm making vague generalities at the moment as the specifics are often nuance with variables going different directions
I'm single partly because I'm broken, I've been impatient doing too many things, taking too many shortcuts spread too thin, I'm trying to become more transparent about my past for the record as present in my autobiography/content/projects/videos/articles/blogs/photos/media/files as I try to finish up my work in life these next few years before 2030 or sooner, as I try to make some changes to become a better man overall, as I try to learn how to balance life, how to say no, how to have integrity, how to Infinite Altitude