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2024-01-18 - Thursday - 02:25 PM - Discord Log.

If people ask me really good questions about me or about other things, I might do videos and articles about them, but only if the questions are good enough. Outside of that, I have many other things I'm doing and others can join me if they want. 02:35 PM: If my Discord Server is not GROWING fast enough, then something must not be WORKING which means I'm beating a dead horse, I have to take this FAILURE as a sign that I got to go back to the drawing board, in life you gotta focus on whatever is working the most over all the rest. Roy, I am anti-established. Established means foundation, cue your meme. 03:17 PM: Roy might be thinking I won't change meaning he expects me to chat with him in Discord sometimes, I've been spending months or longer trying to convince him that I could ghost him or whatever if I don't get enough of what I want, I'm feeling like we're at a stalemate situation. I've told everybody how I've gone back and forth between sort of making content for the Internet and advertising about said content, long story short, those might be two major things I did in my life for decades which perhaps resulted in me destroying myself as a consequence. 03:30 PM: I'm trying to get millions of followers but it might be that Roy would prefer just a small group of five people or maybe even just me all for himself, it seems we're not on the same page, I want to expand, as in quantity, Roy might say he is into quality but I'd add allegedly ok. I'm breaking up with Roy, he can have custody of our children and pets, he can keep the house, Roy can continue trying to have quality conversations with two or three other people as he prefers quality which I think everybody does but I'm trying to impact culture of the world. I've gone on these rants before for years where I dump a bunch of text on the screen, people like Roy may choose to dismiss my words as word salad as Stefan Molyneux puts it, one of the purposes of my Discord Server is to find those interested in coming with me in a shared vision. 04:15 PM: My desire is to retroactively put my own spin on my entire life, tell my side of the story, try to make an outline of my autobiography featuring resumes, portfolios, introduction trailers, videos, memes, links to articles, references, so that I can point people to said resources. 04:30 PM: I may eventually move to Castle-03 at #castle-03 and then ignore everything under that. I wanted this Mario theme to motivate people to come with me to higher castles. 04:34 PM: Roy got busy or perhaps gave up trying to find the video of that one time I was on television back in 2010, I want people to see my life but people like Roy may not value such a project at that level meaning we might not be on the same page, this is a major illustration example. 04:37 PM: Jawsh @ 5sdf wants a Dungeon theme but I say get me 100 thumbs down and then we might talk and consider that idea. Problem is there is just not enough demand in this server with only ten active users here each day on average or less, that is not a high percentage level. 05:47 PM: While finishing up baseline PROJECTS, I'm interesting COLLABORATING with other people as I begin officially launching my online career despite already being online for 26+ years since like 1997 or longer, I'm looking for a core group of people as I begin this outward adventure. 05:55 PM: I'm worried I may not be able to finish just some of my founding PROJECTS because I'm so many years behind, I've got behind in my work which is why I hesitate when it comes to moving on to doing other things as I've spent my entire life doing just that resulting in collateral. 06:02 PM: What triggers me with Roy is he suggests I do what I've already done off and on for decades acting as if I haven't, but taking Roy's advice might be one of the reasons why I'm in my current situation/mess, not sure if Roy realizes how his advice is counterproductive long-term. 06:15 PM: It might be that Roy wants me to not only jump out of my house but also burn it down, it seems Roy not only doesn't believe I can finish my FOUNDATION but that I shouldn't in the first place illustrating how we're not on the same page FUNDAMENTALLY which is DESTRUCTIVE long-term. 09:26 PM: If I don't share Roy's Oatmeal content resulting in say only five people seeing said content, I consider that possibly/potentially counterproductive, like if a Roy falls in a forest and nobody is there to hear it, like did it make a sound, I feel like Roy's content is premature.

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