Discord Drama

04:26 AM

974/ Scammers will say dear a lot. That is one red flag. It makes you PARANOID as you detect patterns used by fakers who are up to no good. Scammers will generally try to get you to send photos and tell them all your personal information. DEAR is a big red flag. Almost always. Autobots vs Wall-E. What do you do? I teach English online, I keep a blog, I do gardening, I make videos. 975/ I promise you I'll owe you if you are able to RESCUE all of my thousands of videos from my [email protected] channel on YouTube. Google LIED and continues to LIE to say that email account does not exist. I have an OPEN INVITATION. If you get it for me, then we can negotiate. 976/ I have a BOUNTY on my CONTENT, wanted DEAD or ALIVE. Two kinds of people could help me.

1. First, Black/white hat computer hackers/crackers/nerds/geeks/tech wizards/search engineers, archive historians, etc.
2. Second, Google staff who could help me with Google Takeout.

977/ This BOUNTY extents to all kinds of CONTENT, particularly content from 2004-2014, most of what I've lost are from those eleven years. There's a long list of items I'm SEARCHING for. I'll probably owe you a lot of money if you're able to get me enough of what I don't have. 978/ I may try to do a daily oatmeal show at midnight, that is 12:00 AM PT. I'd prefer moving into my own place before I'm willing to change my particular schedules as I'm generally on-call with the work I do here where I live. I want to be where I am so I can finish some things. 979/ I put out my phone number online, nobody calls or texts, you can ask me for it on Discord. But many aren't which tells me there is little to no demand for ORIGINAL OATMEAL meaning I'm mostly a joke or nothing to most people most of the time. Emotionally, that is draining. 980/ The current version of my BOUNTY expires before 2025, the second bounty expires before 2030. Those who get in during the first version before 2025 will have a higher stake, a bigger deal. A third version may be 2050. The more you get me, the more rare it might be, the better. 981/ It seems to me that most of the people I interacted with as of 2022 were bots, scams, weirdos, haters, sock puppets, cat fishing, fake, ads, or what not. I'm speaking mostly on an emotionally subjective and flawed level meaning I could be greatly mistaken. But who knows. 982/ It MIGHT be mostly my fault for why I have so little fans compared to the thousands if not millions of people who have seen me, the numbers are bigger than you think. But does it really matter how big these random ISOLATED statistics might be? My perspective on this evolved. 983/ I have a million thoughts running through my head. I try to write some of it down for the record. Some of it is new. Some of it can be better said. Some of it can be better consolidated. Some of it is lost by the time I try to go and write it down. There is some value in it. 984/ I still feel broken. I still got to assess what I do. My desire was to close out on a number of projects before moving to newer chapters in my own life. All of this sounds extremely SELFISH and it might be. By the way, it's possible Roy Merrick may never ever return. 985/ I was supposed to be done with these current stages of my life before like 2020 say for example. Whether it's actually in reality mostly my fault or not, all of that could be debated to degrees, lessons can be learned from them. But regardless, I do got to figure things out. 986/ I openly express this online knowing not many may follow every single word I'm typing. That is daunting in some ways. But perhaps my journals are not intended for everybody all of the time. I got to be ok with that. As you get older, you learn to accept things beyond you. 987/ Success can be in the ability to influence at least one other person for the better. My target could be just that at the very least. In my mind, I would rather fantasize in the RAW POWER of PERSUADING like BILLIONS or even TRILLIONS of people or beings everywhere in space.