First times are always hard..especially if you have a bad experience in the end.
When I've finally decided to actually do it and visit a shemale escort I was so afraid and nervous , but I said to myself that i have to go through with it no matter what in order to fulfill my sexual fantasies which is one of my goals in life.
Found her on a shemale escort website and sent a whatsup message - something like: Hey, How much for a visit? where are you staying? she replied with a predefined text- something like: "Im doing the best body massage you will find, the price is 400 nis for a whole hour! my pictures are real" yada yada yada. we setup a time and the "date" was arranged. My heart was pumping! I was more nervous then before because now i really felt that i cant back down from it because she is waiting for me and i have to do this so i took a bus and traveled there, it wasnt too far.
When I arrived i was in a luxury building area and sat down on a bench there. I felt like everybody is looking at me and they know what Im here for, but I said to myself, how could they know? shemales acts with maximum discreet because they dont want to be caught doing that , not by the police and not by their parents.
I text her that im here downstairs and she called me and directed me to her building and then her apartment. my heart was pumping like mad but this was it for me im going to flow with whatever comes next.
As she opened the door, I saw this beautiful woman dressed with panties only and a bra that covers her voluptuous tits and i was so happy that she was really what she'd advertise she is and her pictures were real and I smiled and said "Hi" with this unsecure voice. She asked whats my age and i've answered 33 , and then she said something like: "Im sorry, it doesnt fit" and close the door on me!!
I couldn't believe it! she saw my picture through whatsup, she knew how I looked and what I was looking for. i just couldn't figure out what was the problem and felt awful :(
I tried to text her from down stairs and asked but she didnt replied. left me hanging with my sorrow..
This encounter really did a number on my confidence with these kind of visits and I thought that something is wrong with me and Im not attractive enough or something for shemales, so I've decided to leave this fantasy for a couple of weeks until I revisited it again, this time with a different shemale but this is another story for my next post.
Hope you like!
