I do not know.
I do not know how big your name is in this heart.
Somehow in your name in this heart
I do not know how close your name is to this heart
I do not know how deep your name is scratched on your heart
I know your name is always in my mind.
That I know your name still I mention in my prayer.
I know your name is still in this heart.
Why have you carved too deep your name in this heart?
If it turns out I should forget you,
You know not that forgetting you is harder than I should fall in love with you.
I have no idea.
Honestly, I'm glad if I see you happy even if it's not with me.
But honestly I am also sad, because yours is not with me, but with others.
O Love, my prayers are always with you.
Your name is still always mentioned in my prayers.
Your name still pours out in my endeavors.
Oh Love, why does this taste still exist?
Oh Love, I'm still waiting for you.
Until later God will tell me if you are not for me.
Or until later when God returns us back.
Until God meets you, you become us.