When I saw this prompt, a lot of emotions came running through my mind. I had a lot to tell my younger self but I will settle for this important aspect I struggled with while I was younger.
~°Hey baddie
How has it been? I know, I know, it's been hard. I know how you wear that mask and pretend it's fine; you don't need people to close for comfort. You have been hurt, and it's alright to feel unjust sometimes, but letting it eat you up wouldn't end in the happy ending we planned.
Hey baddie, Mom and Dad not being together was never your fault, so don't blame yourself anymore. I know you felt alone; those tears at late night are okay, because it's okay to cry it all out and feel it for the moment, but don't let your anger consume you; don't hate men for the wrongs they didn't commit; don't judge everyone like they wear the same clothing; don't isolate yourself all in the name of protecting your heart. Be wary of those who want to steal from you, but not those who truly want to help you.
Hey baddie, a strong girl gives love a chance will you, but love yourself more. You have been unhappy and depressed for a long time; you only share your problems when it's choking you to death, yet you have friends ready to hear you out.
Hey baddie, thank you for not giving up on you, thank you for standing strong as a sister for your siblings, thank you for allowing them to come to you when it's hard, and for sharing in every of their moments, the good, the bad, and the ugly. Thank you for supporting them with the little you have.
Hey baddie, smile, believe that you are beautiful, don't hate on yourself when you look in the mirror, and for once stop crushing on the wrong people; you really have bad taste sometimes😂. Hey baddie, keep Chinaza as your best friend; she would make things a bit easier for you. She is the definition of a true friend.
Remember our happy ending, building a mansion and marrying a 6’5 feet tall man like in Wattpad. It's not impossible, but that's not the real definition of a happy ending. Love yourself first, be that independent woman you always wanted to be, be diligent and disciplined in all you do, help and care for those in need, and let go of all grudges holding you back so that you can grow healthy. Loathing so much will only happen after your health and mental formation. Try going to church Don't give up on God because he's not done with you yet. He told me he has already started working on you because you will live up to your name. Queen Esther.
Hey baddie, make me no lie give you, e go hard, but since you already know this, don't stop being a fighter; be proud of your achievements; let go of your fears when it comes to marriage, because you will love and be loved.
Know that your siblings are looking up to you, so do not fail them; treat them like your friends just as you will treat your own kids.
Hey baddie! Be strong! Remember our happy ending; let's work together to make it happen.
Love jazclassic💞🎧
