>It's part of our GPS. It involves effort, discipline and difficult days... But there is something that invites us to continue, even when no one is looking at us, and no one is applauding us... freedom to choose ...
And where will that be?... what could be called ”the source" of creativity? definitely the answer lies in knowing what we are good for, in how and when we feel like a better person, or we lose track of time. I think this would also answer what it would be worthwhile for others to learn from us.
Sometimes, we feel that we give away our talent for others to applaud us... And there's always something missing. ahhh the Money, to drive any decision, and that early fury that drags us to tell everyone “I love you". I think that over time the thin line of wounds are building bridges where distances are fractured forever, and that's when it appears most noticeably; I hate you. This is how we live day to day because we do not understand how and when and of course, less one why this happened.
Without noticing it, we do not look inside to answer each other; what has happened to me, and to you? That is no longer this, and this is no longer that. However, we choose the bile of the liver to make us believe that that is all. The anger, contained and crushing of fury as tokens of love.
Speaking of love???... That is the force that I do not know about myself and that makes me use others for my self-knowledge. We want to know who we are, but waking up. Reality surpasses fiction and what I'm talking about is not artificial intelligence. Two years ago my husband and I decided to make a change in us. We inspire each other, my husband has lost 12 kg, I some but my priority was to achieve mental strength. He has his dreams and I just sit and watch him fly. I have mine and he tells me... My God this woman of mine hahahaha. Very despite the diagnoses of my spinal injury, today I lowered my time and came crying with me! The achievement is mine! And all that makes me able to give away more than I am. When one wants it becomes the remedy. I already knew that, what I hardly enjoy is the team between us.
When you wait for me at the finish line and applaud me. Because I had already applauded you. I don't deserve less, do I? That's called discipline, perseverance, strength, tangible results is the meta level... Love?...I hate you, but don't leave me.
Janitze.🌷
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