We're at it again I said to myself after experiencing a major heartbreak from an ex-lover.
What I love about love is the inability to keep it for a long time hiding it from whoever your heart is feeling for.
After promising myself not to fall in love again the last experience was not something one should talk about but since it has become history it becomes a memory to keep and I tell it as a tale to whoever cares to listen.
Janet is the name of my ex-lover. She was such a sweet, romantic and someone everyone will love to be with.
We had a good time loving each other and telling ourselves how much we loved each other calling upon calls, visits upon visits, gifts upon gifts.
All these were going very well. Affection was the order of the day, Janet has told me countless times how much she loved me and how much she will love to stay with me over and over again.
It was going as planned until Paul came into the scene.
And with ease, he took all away I mean everything; Love, affection, romance above all he took Janet away from me.
It amazes me how love can take a new dimension without even a second thought of how the previous one will feel.
All of a sudden Janet stopped picking up my call even when she does the conversation is not as it used to be then.
She left without a goodbye, she turned her love to someone else.
And that was the end between me and Janet. Then I found a new love I said I will never love but I just find myself doing it it seems like an unconscious act even though I pretend not to but the feelings are what I can not keep within it has to manifest itself I find myself doing things I said I wouldn't want to do all in the name of love.
I am in love
That's what I love about love. It can not be hidden, the more you try to hide it the more it manifests for the partner to see.
I just hope I won't end up like the previous one.