It is officially over between Jennifer and me, and I do not blame her for not wanting to be with me. I have made a real mess of things. I have a lot of work to do on myself to start dealing with all the fears that have been holding me back and putting too much stress on my relationships.
I have some serious co-dependency issues to deal with and until those are under control I will never have a healthy relationship.
I still love Jennifer and I feel that I always will. I don't know if I will ever see her again but I do know this, I do not regret one minute that I spent with her.
