Since it seems as though I can't figure out what to share with you today, let me just start from somewhere, and hope, that we'll hit off on a good note, and eventually end well.
Today, I woke up from the right side of my bed for I had my bath as early as 5 am, prepared for the day. In the middle of trying to script something, I had breakfast, with one of my favorite drinks. Therefore, today, I felt as though, it will be a good day.
I had a few disappointments here and then, but, I am not deterred, these disappointments are blessings in disguise. For they are silently telling me to put in my best next time if I expect better results. And this is exactly what I'll be doing.
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My friendship with Dorcas has grown to the level that we can share our dreams, our fears, our disappointments, and our good fortunes. We have bonded over almost everything. It feels different though because I had stopped being the human who spent time building friendships with the same sex.
I had done it once, and something heartbreaking took time and I didn't learn my lessons. I kept giving new ones another chance and the last broken one made me reconsider my options. And then I met her, and even though, we started differently, it's growing day by day. Somewhere in my heart, I want to keep it, nurture it, and most times, I imagine, both of us growing up, knowing we have each other's back.
I don't know if I'll be duly heartbroken at the end, at this point, it doesn't matter anymore. I'll use all of my seducing power (hey, I am not talking about the sexual part, lol.) and stay till the end. If it works out well, it will be that 1% in every 10% relationship we all build that works. And yes, I'll be grateful, because, up till this point, every event/activity done with her has been full of lessons, and exciting experiences.
Who wouldn't want to have their hormones excited over any form of an event now and then? Certainly not me. It's one of the things that makes one feel alive. And everyone ought to do it at every chance. Most times, she looks up to me as though I am her support base, and it makes me fearful at times. You know I am often wondering, "what if one day, she wakes up, and I couldn't support her anymore"?. "What would happen?".
Aside from our friendship, a lot of wonderful and good things have been happening to her. And every time, she has all of my support. I am always happy whenever good things come her way, because, I know she will be happy. I guess I like seeing her happy. I hope that good things will keep showing up for her.
Oh my, did I mention, she is someone who takes prayers very seriously? Affirmative. She doesn't joke with it. She prays over the tiniest thing in her life, and, it brings me joy that she has faith in the supremacy of the Almighty, and she believes He can provide all her heart desires.
For someone reading this, know that God lives, and his love is unconditional. He loves us even with all our shortcomings, and will always receive us with open arms when we go to him. You have to believe in him and trust him to provide for all your needs just as my friend does.
Oh well, here we go, we did get to hit off on something as I promised. I am glad we did, and I appreciate that you read till the end. Happy new week. 馃挌馃挌
