Uncertainty strikes!!

Uncertainty is the part of life and several times many uncertain things happen to us even if we don't want to. Uncertainty can be good sometimes but it can be bad also. In the last week, many things happened which was very unexpected for me and now I am feeling a little bit tense because of it. Whatever today I am going to share about it.

I have been doing research for the last 2 months and related to my research I need to go for field surveys in several locations. The distance of locations is a little bit far and doing the task will consume a good amount of time. So I was trying to complete the field survey as early as possible because from 21st January my exam will start. Because of the exam, I am feeling a little bit fear from now although I am ready to face it. I am just trying my best to make myself confident and trying my best to prepare for it.

For the field question survey my supervisor next for a question model for the field survey. I had 4 days left before the winter vacation. I was trying to submit the model to my supervisor and after discussion, I planned to start and finish the field survey as early as possible and then I will be able to fully concentrate on my upcoming exam without any kind of distraction. I just need one meeting with my supervisor to discuss the matter and submit my question model.

Among the last four days, two days my supervisor was absent from my university because his little child became very sick and it was quite uncertain. So the first two days, I was unable to meet. On the second last day, I went to my University and unfortunately, on that day The Viva of our juniors was ongoing and for that reason, my supervisor was busy with it and I was waiting for the end of it but unfortunately it took too much time and I needed to return my home without meeting with my supervisor.

On the last day, after reaching to University I saw that all of the teachers in my department were in a hurry and they already finished a meeting. I talked with my supervisor and I asked him if he is available or has free time to talk with me. I understood that he was in a hurry but as the last day before the winter vacation, I insisted him to give a little time for me but in reply, my supervisor said it was very difficult to manage time and he needed to go to a protest which was organized by all teachers of my university again the VC. So there was nothing I could do.

Now I am feeling a little bit stressed for thinking about it because my examination is approaching near also and I need to do my field survey in the new year which means it can create a disturbance in my exam preparation. I never expected that I would not be able to do my task before the winter vacation but it happened. I am feeling a little bit disappointed with what happened to me. I wish that that kind of uncertainty would not happen to me.